greenfivenine wrote:
mpe wrote:
greenfivenine wrote:
I was referred to an adult autism diagnosis centre in the UK after seeing my GP to say I thought I might have an ASC. I am female, age 25 at the time. I went to the initial appointment, which was a 1h discussion. Then there were some questionnaires for my parents.
IMHO questionnaires for parents would also qualify as "children's tests".
That part was definitely about me as a child, but the tests I did were done by me as an adult which is what I thought was strange.
Here's hoping I can post this time...
I went for an assessment with consultant psychologist on Thursday. It took 2 years and 2 months for the assessment to come through, following my initial one which indicated that I am likely to be on the spectrum.
The experience was extremely uncomfortable. I felt as if the psychologist had no interest in getting to know who I am or how I feel or why I feel sure I have AS. She only seemed to want to follow her procedure as if I was some kind of robot. I found the tests very surprising. It took until the next morning for it to dawn on me that they were meant for children, and that the psychologist was probably used to assessing children, not 55 year olds. But she is a professional, highly trained and experienced, presumably, and therefore ought to know perfectly well that anyone who's made it to 55 with AS will have learnt a lot of coping skills and behaviours to get by, unlike a child. Yet she seemed to count any reply that was 'normal' or 'neurotypical' as a point against me. It felt as if I was being interrogated from a sceptical perspective. I was glad to get out of there but very frustrated and quite annoyed to be honest.
I had taken my old school reports which I thought would be informative, as they are packed full of "he lacks concentration" "he spends more time gazing out of the window than doing his work" etc, from age 7 to age 16. She glanced through them and asked me a few questions as if I was still at the school - I left there almost 40 years ago! She then handed them back saying "I don't see any indication of ADHD there, more like obstructional resistance" [whatever that means - is it a bit of psycho-jargon?]. I was amazed and speechless at this. It felt as if my own picture of myself had been pulled apart and judged as not valid.
So to conclude this rant, I did not find the children's tests acceptable, not in this context anyway. Maybe a different psychologist would have produced an entirely different and more positive response from me. I am to be given another appointment in January, but I'm not sure its even worth going through with it.