passionatebach wrote:
I have had this problem since I was a little kid. I don't mind defecating at home, in a hotel room, or if I am staying the night at someone's house, but I can't do it while I am at work or in a public restroom. One of my strange behaviors is that I need to bathe after I defecate. I have always felt that toilet paper never totally cleans.
Me too. I always have to have a shower after emptying my bowels.
I have a problem using public toilets at all. I'll hold on until I'm in pain if I need to urinate. I don't like how dirty things are. I usually hold my breath when I'm in public toilets too. I also avoid touching door handles and doors after I've washed my hands, then as soon as I can after leaving public toilet, I will wash my hands somewhere else also.