RaquiGirl wrote:
lotusblossom - I haven't had a drink for more than eleven years and I am also an alcoholic. If you'd like, you can PM me about that and I'd be happy to share how I manage that. I don't do drugs either.
As for medications, I am not a doctor, but what the video is about is briefly this: she's an ex-pharmaceutical rep who reminds us that pharmaceutical companies are not in the business to cure disease or psychlogical disorders. They are in the business of managing such disorders so that people and their insurance continue to feed their profits. She gives the example that almost all clinical trials for medications are measured against a placebo (aka a sugar pill - or basically, against nothing) as opposed to other alternative therapies (she gives the example of exercise as a potential alternative therapy for depression).
Again, I am not a doctor, but I have been on psychotropic medications before and while I still suffer from extreme anxiety and some depression, in addition to mild OCD/PTSD, dissociative disorder, etc. and other things that have been said to be comorbid to AS, I personally feel that I am far better off without those medicines. Here is a short list of what I have been prescribed over my lifetime: prozac, zoloft, abilify, depakote, lexapro, risperdol, celexa... those are just the ones I can remember at this moment. I honestly feel that my ability to cope with life with AS was hindered by them.
Again, I am definitely not a doctor... just my experience.
Thank you for telling me what was in the video
that was very kind of you!
yes I know about the pharmacutical industry and agree that its not good.
however, Ive waited 6 months for this appointment, clinging on to life by the skin of my teeth and Im really not coping and would like some meds insted of either killing myself, being hospitalised or haveing my kids taken off me.
I recognise that its a choice between 'the frying pan or the fire' but I have to have something to help.
Im on the waiting list for CBT but that could be up to 6 months more wait and I really need some help now.