bdubs wrote:
Is there a name for what I am experiencing? I think it is all mental I just freak myself out.
There is a name: White Coat Syndrome. The most common and most measurable form of White Coat Syndrome is White Coat Hypertension, where blood pressure is high when first measured by a medic and then falls back to a more usual level when the patient has relaxed.
Your description sounds much more severe than most, but is not so different from people who panic or faint while waiting for a vaccination or blood test (Trypanophobia).