I dont want to be so lonley anymore but duno what 2 do

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I feel like my life is over for some reason, i dont want to be depressed even if I am autistic but when I go outside and see all the others in big groups ahaving so much fun being alive, extroverted, it kills me inside, no matter what I tell myself, it kills me inside.

I see guys with pretty girls having sex whenever they please, a rolodex of friends and connections, that is what kills me inside.

Judging from your age and what you're describing, this sounds a lot like college. Infiltrating the social scene isn't that hard there. Just show up where the action is and do your best to be part of it.

Some may tell you differently, but I believe if you're an introverted loner, you will never, ever, even in 100,000 years become an extroverted social person. Don't even try.

Just play along and pretend the best you can to get what you want. Don't worry about being rejected. In fact, it's impossible to be rejected if you wern't part of the social scene anyway.

I remember when I was your age, alone in a bedsit, being jealous of the houseflies flying around the light taking turns to shag each other, what a life they had whilst all I had was misery.

Iam old now, instead of wishing to be the same as all the other clones in the world with thier narrow world view that ensures they all had to walk along the same path, realise you were never meant to be like them, learn to be glad your something differant, something special that isnt a part of this sick world. Now Iam proud and popular to be somebody differant and eccentric, now and then I even get to say no to offered sex, what do they think I am some dog on heat like they all are who cannot even remain faithfull to thier partners.

Its a shame you are a Satanist, (I presume from your choice of avatar) as God is looking for those who are special and dont belong in the world as it now is, to populate the world when its run his way.

Corp, I get the feeling your posts are lies, and you wish to put aspies down, humiliate and make fun of their ways.

Can you assure me otherwise?

If not, I will begin to comment as such to these threads of yours. Thanks