Ever add NT's abuse of your meltdowns ''for the lulz''?

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Yeah this stuff happens to me. My bro keeps on throwing me into meltdowns,especially at school,in public places or in front of our guest at home since it's so funny to watch me humiliate myself by getting into a meltdown. He plays with me just for his foul enjoyment by emotionally saturating me and then he watch me get angry and panicking while smilling and laughing. My stepfather also do this kind of thing. He frequently confront me for various reasons such as my leisures up to my dislike of manual labour, only to get me into an argument where I get emotionnally saturated and I start crying or screaming, and he says its funny because I always end up with stupid argument (sadly my Asperger syndrome make me mostly think in feelings rather than words and people use this at their advantage in arguments and debates since I'm having a hard time explaining my point in words, and he somehow find this funny) and I end up crying, but I don't find this funny at all!!You must be f*cking wrong to take enjoyment in abusing of an autistic person, tough you know how some NTs are...

Does this happen to you to?Do people make fun of your meltdowns?You can talk about it here...

Yeah people used to make fun of my meltdowns in school. Not fun

Same here, in school the other kids would deliberately provoke me into meltdowns explicitly "for the lulz".

With my siblings and parents it would just happen naturally, and while my sister and brother (both older than me) would laugh at me my parents would tell me I was sick in the head for getting so angry.
My parents still act the same, but my siblings have progressed to both laugh at me AND tell me I need to be committed.

Nobody can laugh at me while I'm having a meltdown anymore as my rage is no longer the rage of an impotent child. If someone is disrespectful to my face I am big and strong enough to make them fear for their life.

Kinda. In general, I STRONGLY DESPISE "for the lulz". Encyclopedia Dramatica is the most messed up web site on the web that I know of.

Ive had it happen once. the rest of the times it happened afterwards, I scared people senseless due to the fact I can be more than a little sadistic and crazy when I have a full fledged meltdown.

Suggest you learn to predict this and leave the area when it happens.

I started having outburst of violence when they messed with me in high school then all of a sudden they stopped picking on me moving on to easier prey I guess.

One time when I was slamming my head off of my desk, my dad asked me if he wanted me to get the gun to "make it easier"

On me or him?

basically what happened to me. Sad to say but sometimes excessive violence can give the idiots the message that they are f*****g with something that they really shouldnt be f*****g with.

Same here. I now believe I have some kind of psychological trauma from childhood events such as described by the OP. I still carry that anger with me. I've put holes in walls, choked family members, and nearly blacked out in moments of incredible black rage. I think my anger is more like that of an animal than that of another human being.

same here with the more primal, animal-like anger. Put this with my tendency to only make sustained eye contact with someone if I am extremely pissed off, then yeah.

Yep - or anyone. How people can get enjoyment out of others suffering is something I have never figured out

I guess there's a certain cartoon-ish quality to autistic meltdowns that others find amusing. I'm sure when "Rain Man" came out and Dustin Hoffman was screaming and smacking his head, that the people in the theaters were rolling in the aisles laughing.
If people find you annoying, they'll do anything to hurt you.

Well, my meltdowns were more like "fits of rage" so yeah. Apparently they thought it was funny until I beat up their ring leader. Then they left me alone.

Now my meltdowns are more sad than angry. Most of my friends at college understand me well enough to know that I'll be fine if left alone for a bit. >.<

To the OP - That's pretty sick, at least from your stepfather. From your brother - well, I guess it depends on how old y'all are. Kids are pretty sadistic little b4$74rds, but if he's past maybe 16 or 17, he should be past that kinda stuff.

Most of my "meltdowns" are more like "shutdowns," and I can see (in retrospect) how kids would find them fascinating to cause or watch. However, people have a tendency to avoid making me angry more than once - I scare people.