Squirrelrat wrote:
I would like to have my anxiety and sensory problems cured, but not my nerdiness. The nerdiness is who I am. If I could make friends easily and still be my nerdy, quirky self, I would be pretty happy
Those qualities are all intertwined. If you change one part, you alter the whole. A 'cure' would change your entire personality as completely as a lobotomy (though not in the same way).
People just don't realize how complex they really are. If you had no anxiety, you would make friends more easily, thus you would not be considered particularly nerdy to begin with. The same neural pathways that cause your behaviors to appear 'quirky' also contribute to your anxiety, because you are constantly unconsciously aware that you are not quite like the people around you and that causes you to become anxious. Ying-Yang, you can't have one without the other.
<<<I wish someone would
cure that ADHD banner ad running on the left side of the page. That bouncing kid is really driving me batsh*t.
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