my lips are damaged. When I was a kid. I licked them due to anxiety until they turned black, swollen and very sore...the babysitter laughed at me and told me to look in the mirror. When my parrents got home from a 2 week vacation, they saw that and rushed me to the doctor and the doc said they were extreemly chapped from over licking. I was told to keep chapstick on them at all times to prevent licking cause that would soothe them plus I would not like the taste. However, the oil glands were permanantly damaged and I have to keep something coating my lips at all times to keep them from drying out which happens quickly.
As far as peeling lips till they bleed, I have peeled my lips with vasiline on them to remove dead skin from being over dry, but I dont like pain at all. Sometimes I do self injurous behavior but it is usually during a major meltdown and seemingly outside of my control.
I like to be physically comfortable too much to induce pain, now sometimes the burn while extersizing feels good though
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All art is a kind of confession, more or less oblique. All artists, if they are to survive, are forced, at last, to tell the whole story; to vomit the anguish up.
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