IdahoRose wrote:
Another possible explanation, at least in my case, is an over-active imagination. When I'm outside, I'm lost in my own little world, thinking about my favorite movie characters. During these times, the shadows sometimes take the shape of the characters' silhouettes, and it almost makes me believe, for a fraction of a second, that they're real.
This, combined with hypnagogic speech (hearing voices while falling asleep), makes me worried that I might be developing schizophrenia.
Opinions?
hmmm... kind of like imaginary but in peripheral vision rather than in the mind? Makes sense. Usually I'm really not thinking about people in general, but in a sense, I'm always aware of these "what if" scenarios that could happen. I mean, I know the chances for most people are slim to none, but that possibility is ALWAYS there that someone could get into my house.
Maybe at night, it's worse, because I tend to start wondering "if I fall asleep, would I hear it if someone broke in?" and things like that... I think I used to watch too much court TV (TRU TV) to be honest, and it planted this type of stuff in my mind. The stories that involved people they knew didn't bother me one bit.. but those ones that were like "we still don't know why this person did this, or why they chose this person" always really freaked me out, lol.
I don't hear voices at night, but I do get to imagining things... like, I'll imagine I'm jumping rope and I trip and fall because I miss the jump... and I'll "trip" in real life-jerk around a lot.
I see the stuff during the day, too, but it's not nearly as often. At night, I think mommy instinct kicks in or something and I need to protect the kiddos, so it kind of goes into high gear as far as paranoia, I think.
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