I have a huge attention problem when it involves focusing on something I'm not that interested in. In fact, if its not something I'm downright OBSESSED about (my obsessive interests, or just obsessed temporarily in the moment), it is very hard for me to focus on it for very long at ALL! This has been really really stressful and difficult in college. For instance, 3D modelling programs. I am very interested in modelling a 3D character, but whenever we had to do a car or plane (something big and complicated but really something I hate), it is very hard to focus on it, and every second on it I hate! If its something I don't much enjoy, but its a cinch to do - I'll just do it quick and get it over with. But when it comes to something with multiple steps involved, and it takes a long time and alot of focus, oh man.... I am practically doomed!
THEN there is the problem in my personal life with all my personal goals/projects related to my obsessive interests. I am actually in fact a little TOO creative when it comes to thinking up ideas for new things that I want to work on, that I am in fact constantly overwhelmed with things I would LOVE to do, but there's just too many of them, and I can never choose and focus on just ONE thing! I want to do ALL of it, but ultimately, none of it ever gets finished if I even started on it in the first place...
I have a SERIOUS lack of motivation, drive, and a serious procrastination problem, that my life is pretty much a mess right now and I can't get anything done that I'd like to, or that I need to. And it really pisses me off so much and I wish I could get a handle on it...