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B612
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24 Jun 2006, 4:16 am

My biggest dream is to live alone in the desert island.


Yesterday i was diagnosed with depression.



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24 Jun 2006, 4:22 am

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B612
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24 Jun 2006, 5:00 am

I don't suffer from depression, I suffer from people around me!! !



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24 Jun 2006, 6:19 am

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24 Jun 2006, 6:29 am

B612 wrote:
My biggest dream is to live alone in the desert island.


You should do it. Seriously. And then after some time, you will most likely want to return to society. You will learn something about yourself in the process. It is worth doing.



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24 Jun 2006, 8:03 am

TheMachine1 wrote:
I live very isolated myself. I talk to people maybe
ounce a month. Sure people in general are hard to
deal with. At points in my life I had people I wanted
to be around. We both can not deal with most people.
But there are people out there we can deal with. Now
its just a matter of finding them. Sure I rather be alone
than with people I do not like. But I would rather be
with someone I like.


People are too difficult to understand also they make too much noise which makes me scared.
I enjoy being alone, listening to U2...Normal people don't tend to put some music on and then realise that 4 hours have gone by.They don't focus on just one thing; they're more
spread out.Their attention is divided between lots of things like how their job is going, what their friends are up to, what the latest music is, what's for dinner, where the dog is, how dirty the place is and a hundred other things.



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24 Jun 2006, 8:05 am

emp wrote:
B612 wrote:
My biggest dream is to live alone in the desert island.


You should do it. Seriously. And then after some time, you will most likely want to return to society. You will learn something about yourself in the process. It is worth doing.


People won't change.



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24 Jun 2006, 8:16 am

People do change, all the time. Unless they never leave their rooms.
Our experiences change us - sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse.



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24 Jun 2006, 8:30 am

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24 Jun 2006, 9:04 am

TheMachine1 wrote:
I find myself listening to music often. I use to
listen to mainly Pink Floyd, but I like most
music now. Do you daydream alot?


This is a short list of my obsessions:


U2
Paul Hewson
Jordan Hewson
Eve Hewson
The Edge
Adam
Larry
"Pride(in the name of love)"
"White Oleander"
"The curious incident of a dog in the night-time"
Autism
Aspergers syndrome
The planet Saturn
Asteroid B612
Desert islands
Deserts
Sky
Stars
Telescopes
Listening to one song over and over again
Touching my hair
Listening to U2
Looking at Bono
2005 05 10
Watching U2 vertigo tour in Chicago
Riding a bike
Swimming
Loneliness

I think/do these things a lot.



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24 Jun 2006, 9:31 am

Please delete all my posts.



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24 Jun 2006, 9:32 am

I already live there, in a desert island, in a box, and there are big walls around me.



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24 Jun 2006, 9:41 am

TheMachine1 wrote:
Yeah I read all your posts.
U2 and astronomy I see are major
obsessions. Have you tried to find
other people with those two common
interest(myspace)? I'm curious what
happen on ?


Yes, I tried.

2005 05 10 - http://www.flickr.com/photos/ozmodiar/sets/359454/
What about your obsessions?



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24 Jun 2006, 9:56 am

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24 Jun 2006, 10:07 am

TheMachine1 wrote:
I just heard on TV that a study showed
that 25% of people have no one to talk
to about things that matter to them. The
world is full of people who are alone. My
obsessions when younger were lego's and
then chemistry. Its hard to say if I have
focused obsessions now. I feel that ADD/ADHD
is more in control than obsessions. I tend to
just daydream about potential futures. Where
I improve my life and the world.


Are you diagnosed with ADHD? :(



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24 Jun 2006, 10:15 am

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