I am sick of the way people have treated me over the past year and a half because of my mental illnesses. (I have schizaffective disorder with over-perseveration as part of that, OCD, and Asperger's.
Some weird things have happened because of this, some very disgusting because of my fears, but people don't directly apologize for what they said and done to me about it. And I can't get past it, for some reason. I was in an AFC home and it was pushed by my brother that I stay in one. That sucked big time. It seems I just can't let go. Is it because of AS that I can't let go? Or because of OCD, or my overperseveration that I can't let go?
One time my brother found my mobile home in a state that was very disgusting. He wanted to keep me in an AFC home because his girlfriend, "she cried that day, Bill". And I had maddening symptoms that seemed to be helped buy non-drug supplements, and my dad would say if I did not get them, "and he criiiiees". GEeze, my mom suffers from from depression, and I sure hope he doesn't say "And she criiiiees" that way about her. Like he's just sick of my crying.
Sorry. Does anyone else here have a lot more than just Asperger's or Autrism?
11 Jan 2011, 4:42 pm
