antonblock wrote:
I found out about my autistic traits 3 years ago, when i was 26, however i didn't understand it all so well, where there is any problem. Now, i found out that my main problem is that i am emotionally underdeveloped, i am now 29.
Usually people at my age already had some girlfriends, and start marrying. I never had a girlfriend, and just learned about how important eye contact is. A thing others learn at the age of 2.
I also seem to figure out that playing a role, might not only be a bad thing, maybe it helps understanding each others. This always seemed strange to me. Probably others learn playing a role, acting as someone else at the age of.... maybe 5.
So i am emotionally alot ret*d, at least it seems so to me, and i missed alot of things in my life. I wished so much that i found out all this at least 10 years ago.
thanks for reading,
Anton
Well you don't really know if knowing about AS earlier would have made your life any different. So I'd say there's no point worrying about what could have been, and focus on what could be.