MidlifeAspie wrote:
I have several. Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder and occasional bouts of Clinical Depression. I was on Paxil for 6 years.
It looks like I have all those as well. On the GAD I don't think I have palpitations or shortness of breath, but I have everything else. I have the Social Anxiety disorder also, AND Depression, AND I have SPD, at least for starters. But they are all pretty much common with auutistics, including people with AS. I was prescribed cymbalta, for depression, but decided the supposed cure was worse than the disease. BTW I doubt NPD fits with AS. I certainly don't have THAT. I don't have LOW self esteem, but don't think I am god's gift to mankind. The mayo clinic says that NPD is:
Narcissistic personality disorder is a mental disorder in which people have an inflated sense of their own importance and a deep need for admiration. Those with narcissistic personality disorder believe that they're superior to others and have little regard for other people's feelings. But behind this mask of ultra-confidence lies a fragile self-esteem, vulnerable to the slightest criticism
I simply want credit for ALL the good I do, have the problems I have weighed against others in an appropriate manner, and NOT get credit for others failings. I look only for proper respect, NOT admiration. And I have seen people even much lower than myself in many areas that excel where I don't, and have certainly seen people that I feel are better than I am in many ways. I care too much for others, don't have fragile self esteem, and don't show ultra confidence. I was SHOCKED when someone told me I came across as confident! And I am my WORST valid critic. If criticism is deserved, I feel bad, but don't feel that it is the end of my world. Of course I HATE undeserved criticism.