Does this make any sense to anyone?
When I am in bed trying to go to sleep I get this 3 second video-clip in my head that keeps repating over and over. I call it a 'mantra' because it has the same effect as if I was meditating and saying a mantra out loud repeatedly. It has a calming effect. Or it's a bit like a stim in the way that it's sort of OC and I cant help it. The videoclip can be different but it is usually the same thing for months or years on end before it changes. F.ex. it used to be a rocket (like the saturn 5 or something) taking off with focus on the engines. Right now it's a laser-beam that's trapped in a sort of round polygonic mirror (like a tube) so it keeps reflecting round and round and round inside the tube. Sometimes I zoom in or out, I can zoom in as much as I want or float around it in 3d, or slow it down to super slow-motion etc etc. There's also sound (well, imagined, I'm not actually hearing it), like the sound when the rocket took off f.ex.
Anyway, just wondering if anybody else does this?
01 Jul 2006, 7:28 pm
