all_white wrote:
I sometimes stammer when I'm very upset or anxious, but it only crops up very rarely.
Another thing that happens to me is I sometimes develop a sudden speech impediment. It's almost like a lisp. I'm not really sure what it is.
It only arrives when I'm very nervous and people are silent hanging on my words and listening to me intently. It's weird. It only happens once in a blue moon. What's with that?
I'm not sure this is the same, I tend to loose articulation during my speech when I try hard to tell something to someone. I often can not foresee what will my speech be like. This eventually may result to stuttering. Loudness is also an issue. Fortunately (?) I have very little experience with talking in public, in that case I could not speak more than a couple of words, I think. Sometimes I do surprise others speaking out kind sentences of greeting.
Try convey some positive thinking of yours to your audience in those cases when you stuck or, if you speak about a specific subject, try gather as much relevant information as possible in advance . Easy to say, I know.
all_white wrote:
Also I have globus histericus. My throat bleeds.
The little veins pop and burst every now and then, due to all the tension, and sometimes it gets so swollen I can't breathe, and I have what sounds like an asthma attack. But I don't have asthma. I have a messed-up larynx.
I hate it. If there were one thing I could change about myself, it would be my permanent sore throat.
It's things like these that make me remember that at least I have full use of all my limbs and can run, clap, dance, jump around, and laugh for joy. I'm not complaining. Really. I'm happy to be alive.
I hope your problem with your throat will get better. I had similar experiences when I was operated with tonsillectomy, 'resectio septi nasi' (refitting my bridgewarp), adenoids in my nose and more, all at the same department of the hospital.