Does anyone else here feel like this? I find it so shameful when everybody has the same opinion about me (unless it's a positive opinion, which isn't what I'm getting at here). I hate receiving the same lecture from different people.
Like back when I was about 15 I had this intense obsession over these 2 people, and all my family and friends knew. My cousins took turns in giving me a lecture about being too obsessed and too carried away (although they didn't intentionally plan to take turns, but you know what I mean), and the only ones who didn't lecture me were, like, under 7, but I didn't really count them because they were only little and so probably didn't quite understand about it. But then my friends at school started on me. They spent a whole art lesson giving me this big unexpected lecture of why I'm so obsessed with these 2 people, and in the end I got so upset of everybody having the same opinion about me, and reacting in the same way.
Although I finished my obsession at about 17, this doesn't stop there. People have the same opinions of me about other things. The other day my mum yelled, ''you annoy me, you annoy dad, you annoy your brother, you annoy the cat.....'' and it made me feel so ashamed of myself because it feels like I'm such a bad person, and that everybody else gives off the ''I'm an innocent normal person who's trying to live a normal life but you come along and upset or annoy me'' type of vibe, and it makes me feel like everybody's against me.
The only person who doesn't have anything against me is one of my elderly relatives who has Dementia.
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01 Jan 2012, 9:20 am
