prior sour mood post wrote:
Hi, folks on the spectrum
I am deeply sorry for being harsh on you folks......
I just recently on 8/5 got dejected as a volunteer for stupid and
vague reasons that were poorly worded! and explained! eek eh eek eh scream
Thus for a period of 8/5 to 8/13 I have been in a gloomy and
despondent and wrathfilled mood. Anyone who could breath,
eat, sleep, f*** and s*** became loathed due to this rejection
mood.
I was volunteering at the Minnesota Fringe(a random art/theatre event
from 8/3-8/13) and got a strange unexplained reasonalbly discharge.
I did enjoy a 5 plays with BeeBee(thanks BeeBee) with the free
15 passes, but otherwise it soured my view of the human species
aspie or NT..... Thus thanks for forgiving my wrath of the human
species.
I talked about it with Luskin PHD (my psychologist at the
AuSM society) and I understand that my recipicol issues
anger management issues still need improving.
Some good though( dance ).....
I hooked up with another volunteer gig....Horror film making
couple and did present myself openly as a aspie and explained
my hobbies and skills and made sure they knew if Ihave to
re-ask something or tend to be forgettful Autism(aspie)
is the reason. They were receptive.
I later emailed expecting rejection, but since I had some
good skills in learning how to make video.. and such...that
they were willing to bring me aboard and no autism mystery
need apply there...nor autism rejection issues(thus it is my
mistakes that make or break this opportunity to learn new
video skills) and not their unawareness of my autism issues.
smile grin eek grin dance
How's it going with you folks?
and thanks to those folks who
viewed my video of myself and comics!
Sincerely,
Stanley
21 Aug 2006, 9:13 pm
