I can't be the only one in this boat! I pay more attention to details then to the big picture. For instance, I'll watch a movie and miss the whole point or message because I am enthralled with the undertones and nuances that the director purposefully hid in the script. Or I will be assigned (this is where I hate working as a team) a task, if each detail is not carried out precisely in the way it was instructed to me, I will have an anxiety attack. I fear that it wasn't done right, or that I will be under some kind of emotional scrutiny for deviation.
Real feelings knock me flat and leave me shell shocked! I have an eye and an ear for details and I am so highly analytical, that even my friends get annoyed. They say I'm wearing a social mask....I'm not...I just don't like to feel feelings. It's like being touched with a feather, or having an ice cube dropped down my back. I stick to the facts and the details.
Details rule my life!!
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Tonight you can't put me up on any shelf
Because I came here alone and I'm gonna leave by myself!