IdahoRose wrote:
My special interest has both broad and specific aspects to it. In a broad sense, my special interest is obsessing over fictional characters and the experience of having them as imaginary friends. I used to define my special interests in terms of which shows/movies/games/etc. my imaginary friends came from, because I didn't realize that fictional characters themselves and the act of having them as imaginary friends could qualify as a special interest itself until recently.
I've had character obsessions and imaginary friends ever since I was 5 years old, and it's such an integral aspect of my personality that no one's ever told me that I'm too old for it or that it's unhealthy for me; not even mental health professionals, though some of them did try to push me to make more real-life friends.
In a more specific sense, exactly which characters I obsess over and take on as imaginary friends is subject to change. I always have a select few characters that I obsess over more intensely than others and they tend to stay for years. However, less intense character obsessions can change on a weekly, monthly or even daily basis. My mom says I'm "very particular" about which characters I take on as imaginary friends, and she's right. I've found that my ideal amount of imaginary friends at once is around 8 or 9. Any more than that and I start losing track of them, and any less and it feels like it's not enough.
You mean, someone else does that besides me? Whoa, my mind is officially blown!