Yesterday for the first time in months and after hours of deciding i finally decided to do something about my problems with the outside world etc.
So at 10am i decided to go to the local post office and pick up the provisional licence application that i needed when i got back my mum just could not believe that i had at last after months of her trying ventured outisde alone and i havent stopped there i've hardly been in and i've noticed a great increase on my eye contact etc
so it looks like my life at last is moving forward and i am finding independance.