kinda interesting - now, at 63
going through the angst, anger and associated gnashing of teeth was not a lot of fun, actually sucked.
but at some point I stopped self medicating, became comfortable in my own skin and became accepting and things turned around.
didn't have the benefit? of a diagnosis back then not at all sure it would have helped.
In some strange ways my condition has been something of an advantage in others not so much
Ended up getting what I wanted, just not in the timeframe I expected.