Recently, I realized I was attracted to a school partner which is a very hyper and optimistic person that I've ever known. He is in fact not that handsome, just an average guy with braces but what overflows in him is his friendly nature and optimism which hoards him friends with almost all of the people in school or anywhere. He is a very humble and God-fearing person, with a jocular personality. He was said to have slight ADHD and Idk why but I see a part of my hyper self in him. His personality oppose mine which is a very dull and gloomy shade. I've never had a crush like him before and I never thought I'd like him. He is somewhat bisexual (or maybe confused lol).
It's as though his positive energies fuel my empty soul. Nobody knew I like him except my best friend, and when she knew it she laughed at me because it seems unbelievable.
I just hope to find some more optimistic persons like him which could fuel me up and that can ignite my colorful hues.
29 Jul 2015, 8:25 am
