Kail wrote:
No, For the past 8 months I've been constantly begging her to leave me alone, and the only time she did was for my birthday, and then emailed me the day after saying a bunch of dramatic crap.
My step dad was being nice to me so i started to talk to him, and then right when i did he started to tell me off.
That was through only email contact.
I live with my dad. - but it's real weird, cause I feel like he lives in the 80's or something.
I *totally* understand about begging them to leave you alone, and then getting yanked back to them and so on. So you're living with your dad. Your best bet - I mean, this is what I did - is to cut all communications from other relatives. Mom & step-dad go in twit filter, along with the others. That's not easy to do, what with emotional ties and all.
That should buy you some space. In itself it's healing.
And hang out here, at WrongPlanet - you are not alone!