is this a part of aspergers or ocd or something?

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well the problem i seem to have is well more like problems i list them with numbers.

the subject is pictures or any art.

1. icons on my desktop covering part or all of a character.

well for those that have seen the pic of my desktop you probably know this for those that don't i'll tell you.
i have my icons on the sides of my screen, and this ain't to make it easier to find them oh no. it is to aviod them from covering any characters on any wallpapers i have on my desktop.

it's because i cannot stand this and if any icon is covering one it will be moved from it's spot imeadiately if not sooner, if possible the icon has to be stuck in another folder or deleted.

i cannot have any character's covered, so i am really picky when it comes to wallpaper as i won't use on that has characters on the sides that my icons could cover.

one example is not on the desktop though but it still involves icons.
well some time ago i searched the whole net for a program to put backgrounds in my folders.
well icons reside in folders so now i have several pics with characters covered by my icons in my folders, so this idea i put so much thought and effort into has to be dropped soon.

2: objects on a website covering pics.

a great example is my imvu homepage http://www.imvu.com/catalog/web_mypage.php?user=4258650 if that link works you can see that half the pic is covered the page is really tall, long whatever and half the words, [that are covering xem's face ] are practically unreadable because if there were they'd be more noticable, and i've considered making them transparent too.

i got saix uncovered but poor xemmy has writing on his face. this is true mind you that i spent about 10 minutes just trying to get xem's face uncovered this is the best i could do and i can't make the page wider i just tried.

and mind you that as write this i'm going back and rearanging and moving and editing trying despretly to get that pic uncovered. and this does not appy to only my areas no other websites too.

3: stretching or warping.

do i even need to say that any distortion of any kind bothers me to no end and i can't stand even looking at that kind of stuff.

enough said moving on.

4: charactures/the exaduration of a person's features.

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aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! !! !! !! !! !! !
i already hate warping and distorting and i thought that was bad.
i'll plead the fifth before i offend someone. ^^;

as far as i'm conserned a pic of a character has to be. all are more of a priority for favs like xem and saix.
1: drawn decently
2: can't be warped or distorted at all.
3: perportions have to be next to perfect.
4: colors must be correct or close to it. [unless the recoloring is done to it's best and looks near perfect or the pic was ment as a joke, like recoloring seph in aeris's colors and yes there is such a pic that fetures seph recolored to look like aeris as an outrage to the aeris/seph parings]
5: no charactures whatsoever.
i think i got a serious problem here is this part of an illness or something, cause as far as i know i've always been like this.

i'm probably going to get ripped now for cutting down those last two things.

<_< >_> *runs*

I dont think its an OCD thing because I feel the same way about all those things but have no other OCD traits.

I think its just an offshoot of an aspies normal desire for visual order and organization.

For instance if Im looking down Id rather not step on a crack in the sidewalk or the grout in tile floors but if Im not looking I dont mind.

no wonder i like things to look right and normal i just learned something today.

also curiousity can be a dangerous thing what i mean is my imvu page well i didn't know that what i was seeing wasn't what others were seeing.

basicly though for me xemmy's face wasn't covered but for anyone that would look at it it would be the oppisitte, so i had to edit then preview edit then preview till what i saw is what i really looked like.

as as a result my messages are invisable to all even me.
and several other panels have been made invisable.

i need another column dang it.