I would say I feel like I am from a different planet, but...

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...if i came from another planet, than I would at least have known someone in the past that share my interests and who are like me. But I know nobody like that in my past. It's like I came from another planet here, but my behavior was never that of a average child. I mean, I am transsexual, wears dresses, acts like a female, but not all that feminine, I am also a science geek in the realm of biology and ecology, and will always correct you, I am as well very apathetic and do not care if my findings destroy your entire belief system and cannot tell if I did so.

Anyways. I feel different. I feel like I don't belong, as if when (or if) god made me, he decided to spit in my face, either that or I am some random mutated organism that completely malfunctioned in the womb.

I have always had playmates where I shared one or two similar interests, and one real friend (I guess) who I really associated with in lines of just about everything, who happened to have some sort of mental malfunction worse but similar to mine. But he was far more social and I hated sitting next to people at lunch, so I would always avoid sitting next to him and his friends at lunch. But aside from him, none of my other playmates really seemed to understand me, nor me them.

It feels like I am from Kepler 22b, but I don't know anyone from that planet, and don't remember them if I did. So it is hard for me to say that I feel like I am from a different planet, when I don't even remember what that planet was like...

(sorry, just me over-analyzing again...)

I feel this way. Alot of us here do. I have had gender issues, thinking I had a male brain, or a brain that was right in between male and female. I never thought I was normal. I still don't. I guess its because we are young and we have to get some "wear in our new shoes" before we are comfortable.

I feel like this too