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Czeslaw_Kowalski
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14 Jan 2012, 8:26 am

I,not only an Aspie,but also might have other diseases.....
I have problems in walking where there are other people.
When there are other humans,I walk very slowly in order to prevent accidents from occuring.
When I see a senior citizen or a child,I usually stop walking and standstill.
I am uncapable of moving until I see that person go away safely.
I am particularly frightened by children because they are easy to get hurt and run fast.
I seldom touch people accidentally,which in my opinion is a kezo-accident.
(the word kezo is coined by me to talk about things that may happen in theory but almost never happens in reality)
For example,littering,according to me,should be regarded a crime because it might cause people to fall and get hurt.
I think that if A stepped over a stone and it moves,B stepped over it and fell after 10 minutes,A should be responsible for it.
I sometimes kicked the stones I stepped over to "safer areas",i.e.near trees,beside walls.....
How could I deal with that problem?



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14 Jan 2012, 8:37 am

Don't know, but I can relate to some of it.


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14 Jan 2012, 8:50 am

You may have a form of OCD--obsessive compulsive disorder.

http://forums.stuckinadoorway.org/

Here is a forum for helping those with OCD.

Of course, a professional diagnosis would be best, but since you asked.... and expected a reply...



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14 Jan 2012, 9:14 am

Sounds like Social Phobia/Social Anxiety to me. When I walk past people I don't know, I tend to go all stiff wobbly because I think they're staring at me as I walk past.


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14 Jan 2012, 9:17 am

Thanks God

God make problems easier.

God has alleviated the problem.

Before conversion to Christianity

it was a very serious problem.
It is not a single problem.
It starts three years ago.
I call it the problem of NKVD,the Soviet secret police in 1930s,or the problem of Yezhov.
I have a NKVD in my mind,which usually make me mad.
The NKVD never do good things,it often accuse me of crimes that do not even exist.
Its works like the NKVD,so I call it my NKVD.
I don't call it the KGB because KGB is better than my NKVD.
I even call it a political party,the Black Alliance(BA).I call it black because it is evil.
BA usually accuse me of crimes that do not exist,theft,robbery(I am not a fit person,I could not rob and never want to),hurt and even murder.
One day I SMSed to a friend and get his reply in order to prove to the BA that he has not been murdered by me.
I was always trying to acquit myself of crimes that do not exist.
BA wants to push me to the authority to confess crimes that do not exist.
I don't know why the Moscow Trials drive me mad like that.
After reading the book by Orlov,I have a pulse to go to the police and confess to be spies of US and Russia on the court.
The pulse,although week,still exist now.

Thank God

Christian Fundamentalists has defeated the BA one month ago.

It is becoming weaker and weaker.
I want to ban it but maybe I still need to wait for several months...
I could hardly get rid of it now.
I had the problem one and a half year before I know NKVD and 1984
After reading Orwell's <1984> I found out in terror that I,myself is the Oceania.
I had doublethink and extensive guilt.
I was always purging myself.
I don't know why...



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14 Jan 2012, 9:20 am

Maybe your proprioceptive sense is out of whack.

pro·pri·o·cep·tor (prpr--sptr)
n.
A sensory receptor, found chiefly in muscles, tendons, joints, and the inner ear, that detects the motion or position of the body or a limb by responding to stimuli arising within the organism.

This is the reason some kids with autism wear weighted vests. It gives them a sense of placement. My son was using a weighted vest in elementary school and strangely enough, his handwriting suddenly became legible while he was wearing it.


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15 Jan 2012, 4:59 am

Thank you all!
I might have mild OCD.
I have taken some OCD tests...



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15 Jan 2012, 5:05 am

Czeslaw_Kowalski wrote:
Thank you all!
I might have mild OCD.
I have taken some OCD tests...


I hope you get better. There are many people with OCD here.


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