OliveOilMom wrote:
I love books. I don't get nervous when I read but I do have a definate anticipation and self imposed "pressure" to push myself to get to the end of a chapter before I put the book down. Also, if I'm very nar the end of a book I'm really enjoying I may feel a bit sad that it's going to be over soon. I also start fretting that I may not have something interesting to read once I finish the book. I like to have at least two or three backup books on my nightstand when I start a new book, in case I don't care for it.
When I start a new book, if I don't care for it, or it's boring, I will make myself read at least a few chapters before I put it away for good. I've found that sometimes a book will pick up in later chapters and I'll really enjoy it. "We Need To Talk About Kevin" was like that. It was horribly boring for the first few chapters, then it picked up and I couldn't put it down. I can also get into books that I normally wouldn't like that way too. I don't care for mysteries at all, but my mother loves them. She can't see to read anymore so she gave me all of her mysteries to put on BookMooch. I have about 150 mysteries in my laundry room pantry now. I ran completely out of something to read recently and went through them until I found one that I thought I could read. It was a pretty good book, actually. What helped me get through it was to imagine the police, coroner, FBI, etc as characters from crime shows I like. NCIS, Criminal Minds, the Law & Orders. I may look through them and find somthing else once I finish "Angels and Demons" which is another one that I didn't think I'd care for but ended up being really into.
Haha, that! You said what I was going to say.
I'm a bibliophile, I also love writing. It's my way of training my brain, finding peace, and calming myself. A stress reliever. A relaxer. It keeps me refreshed. I like getting lost in a different world. Breathing, living it.
I think it has nothing to do with AS. The reason why I'm like that is because I'm a VSL (Visual-Spatial Learner). I think with "pictures" not "words", so my imagination is really well trained. And being an INFP myself, I'm an introvert, I like to be alone, in my own world. No distractions tho - which is the part of me that is AS (among other things).