scrulie wrote:
I am more or less permanently covered in bruises from bashing parts of myself on doors, walls, furniture, anything really! I don't seem to know where my body is in space ha ha!
Me too, though it's partly caused by small apartment with too much furniture-and I don't go out much, so I stay home & collide with corners & handles of things.
Don't mean to stray off-topic. I drop things, usually small stuff that requires hand strength & finger dexterity to hold-pens, lighters, and the like. Carrying a full-to-the-brim mug of hot tea is frequent challenge. Sometimes knock stuff (piles of papers) over or off a surface, that's partly related agin to my physical space-clutter is all around. Can do delicate/detail work with hands/fingers, but my tendons quickly feel worn out, muscles get stiff & less responsive.
Times when it seems I'm dropping every little thing I chalk up to a "Heavy Gravity Day". Fabricated that concept to amuse myself, know it's not logical or scientific but it entertains me to think of it that way. It (pattern of recently dropping items) happens to my (NT) boyfriend, too.
When I drop something, even if I catch it before it hits the floor, I get that surge of adrenaline (can feel it along my wrists). It's tingly & fuzzy-feeling sensation, similar to when I'm startled.
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