TallyMan wrote:
I've always found mirrors strange. I live so much in my head that I tend to forget that I have a physical appearance. While I recognise the face in the mirror it isn't me; just a shell I live inside of. Don't know if this is autism related or some sort of disassociation or what. Been like that all my life.
haha I thought I was alone!
My partner thinks I'm vain because sometimes when we're talking online I stop for ages because I'm distracted by reflection. Normally I quite like what I see. but it's not exactly vanity, it's more like how you said; I forget I have an appearance, there isn't one for me etched in my mind, so every time I look in the mirror it's novel.
The same with any kind of reflection. So when I walk in town I sometimes end up staring at shop windows to see myself. >_<
I don't hate mirrors, but I hate photographs and webcams. That feels like it isn't me and feels more negative than the mirror does. Looking in the mirror is like seeing a cute girl who isn't me. =/