emilyrianna wrote:
I'm a brand-newly-discovered Aspie, and it was the characteristic of an 'odd gait' or 'toewalking' that finally convinced my mother I very likely have AS. It's bugged my family my whole life, but of course, I didn't even realize I was doing it... Enough people teased me that I taught myself how to at least TRY and walk without putting my toe down first, so now, whenever one sees me out and about and walking "normally", in my head I'm saying, "Heel toe heel toe heel toe". I'm wondering, will NOT toe walking always have to be a conscious decision? Or will I have to repeat my litany of "heel toe, heel toe, heel toe" for forever?
It all depends. I used to toewalk when I was younger, and it was so bad that my mom became concerned for my joints and had me fitted with special weights on my ankles. But now my brain has kind of rewired itself so that I'm about 99% NT I'd say and I no longer have that problem. My dad is aspergers and he used to have to do the "heel toe heel toe" thing but he no longer does. But others may always have the problem. So it depends on the person. Good luck!