Thanks for the answers. As for the questions made:
I want to get an official diagnostic. Do I have Asperger's or not?
I mean, it fits so well it's hard to believe. But I am not a doctor, so...
What do I expect: an answer, I guess. An explanation. Peace of mind, I'm not sure.
I want to understand why I can't go to a Christmas party with all my family because there are too many people there, for example.
Or why I know I'll say something that people will get the wrong way and be offended.
Or why do they tell my tone of voice was so rude when I was trying to joke.
I mean...
Still don't know.
Still anxious.