Joe90 wrote:
My mum is friends with a woman who has an Aspie husband, and they had 5 kids (who are both of their true kids) and they are all NT, not an Aspie trait among any of them. They are all grown-up now and all seem OK.
Also my mum knows another woman who has a lot of Autistic people in her family but she had 4 kids who are all NTs aswell.
But that still doesn't encourage me - I bet you anything you like that I would have a child who is either as mild as me but will always be depressed, unconfident and miserable all his/her life because of the disability (like I am), or really severely Autistic what I won't be able to handle. In fact I don't want a child anywhere on the spectrum, I just want a normal child.
yeah im not going to have a child and i dont got a wife loool. anyways why do asperger all the time say that they are happy. i dont get it. are they the same asperger as my self. i mean we all got the same traits... im SUFFERING AS HELL. i never been so emotinally depressed.
and the thought of the child having this curse as my self kills me. tell me a asperger that is happy. well i watched a asperger video wheree a guy says pretending to be normal and explains how we never understand relationships and we are suffering cuz we aint understanding the joy at all..
well if i dont get a biological child then it wont be special. but if i do get one biological child from my genetics i have placed a curse on him/her. well in my mind its 100% that the child will have it. and i cant bring my self even if some people say its 5% or 10% well i think its 100% and im willing to drop to 10% but 10% that is hell a lot. im not going to take that chance.
well its horrible im suffering. knowing i wont able to enjoy relationships .or even enjoy happines in my life.
for you live in great britian. well i heard there is bio energy healer called micheal cohen there. he names asperger as cure-able trait in there and says he can help food allergies and other mental illnesses,.. bioenergytreatment.co.uk u can google it. i think he is good and knowledgeable im going there my self. when im get the money but im only 21 year., (i made a thread that bio energy healing can help asperger with info). anyways--
being born with anxiety and depression and eating disorder and sleeping disorder. and thats because of this ASPERGER CURSE.
yeah if u got asperger u get these bonus mental and REAL illnesses.
dam i wont ever get a wife and i wont ever get happy. damned it well end of story im not going to have a child i dont wanna give him this PLAUGED CURSE.