I love water- mermaids have been an obsession since I was really little and I did my MA dissertation creative piece based on The Little Mermaid and set underwater. Here are some extracts describing the sea:
"I’d been meandering for months, floating from place to place without purpose. The sea’s a strange place. Vast, lonely depths where you can drift for years and still get nowhere, same old story, same journey over and over. Sometimes you catch a glimmer of life, the odd organism floating through the shadows but it’s usually nothing to hang around for; despite their luminescent appearance, lantern fish really are just another small piscine vertebrate. I saw a giant squid once, forty feet of pulsing, semi-transparent tentacles but didn’t wait to find out more. I swam away as fast as I could through the darkness, childhood legends of squid eating small whales, never mind anything else, swirling through my mind. It’s a lonely planet of seventy-five per cent oceans, huge expanses of open water enough to give you vertigo, punctuated by reefs and chasms. It’s no wonder we seek out land. We’re desperate for some form of contact other than the constant perpetuation of the food chain or water cycle. We’re social creatures, needing as much interaction as humans do and the sea can seem to stretch into infinite emptiness when you’re drifting aimlessly from tide to tide."
"It was the sloping sand of the ocean floor I noticed first, gradually rising upwards through the low tide. I followed it hesitantly, my fins rippling the silt as I swam, and after a while grit began to mingle with the fine grains. It’s an odd feeling approaching a shore, an anticipation of disappointment tempering the simmering excitement. I paused at the breaker line of the high tide, looking upwards through the shallowing water at the refracted sunlight. Last chance to turn back, to lose myself once more in the meandering waves and tidal shifts. I swam resolutely up shore. It was low tide; the beach stretched gritty and grey towards a stone wall. There was a pale half-light to the morning, an almost surreal calm in the rippling waves and yellow-tinged clouds. Edging further inland, I darted between rocks and surf, careful to keep out of sight. No need really; there were hardly any people out at that time in the morning apart from the occasional fisherman or walker, but I didn’t want to risk being sighted or mistaken for a dolphin. A jetty jutted out from the seafront and I slipped underneath it, crouching on seaweed-covered rocks in the shadows. A strong stench of seaweed and fish surrounded me and I breathed deeply, inhaling the smell of home as if to anchor my thoughts. High above, I could hear the alien calls of gulls and the gusting of a morning breeze. Land noises, unheard beneath the waves. I suddenly missed the lonely echoes of the ocean, sonic waves radiating across melancholy acoustics that can travel miles without detection, comforting in the vast womb of the sea. It’s different above the surface; everything seems more vivid, more real, sharper focus. It’s more immediate somehow, as though perception has undergone a Doppler shift straight to gamma. I almost turned back, ready to submerge back into the steady, predictable numbness but something kept me on the rocks, waiting for something to happen."
"The open ocean was terrifying in its enormity, stretching dizzily into the distance and seemed to be trying to pull me into its depths but I focussed on the waves above me until I broke out of the sea’s spell into the cold air. My heart was still beating fast but my mind began to focus more as I breathed in the morning, feeling the sun’s pale rays and the clear breeze calm my thoughts. It felt unfamiliar to feel more at home above the sea than under it but there was something about the sunlight that felt somehow reassuring, safe compared to the endless ocean and tides. The sun was just beginning to skid across the waves in golden ripples and the pale dawn glow seemed a different universe to the shifting shadows and dark ripples below the surface. I’d always loved the sunrise; even before I’d joined the human world, I used to rise through the early morning tides to watch the sun slip above hills and valleys, painting the world with that special half-light you only get in the early pre-dawn."