equestriatola wrote:
Mine is hard to describe; I worry about whether certain things are there or not; does that count?
I guess it could come under Pure O type OCD.
If I have anything it's probably that.
I worry about germs, I can't used cutlery or glasses with the slightest mark on them, even water marks.
I have a huge problem with spit, I can't eat if I think about it. I feel sick if I see it. I keep a distance and sit a certain angle from people when I eat in case they spit in my food.
I hate shaking hands with people, touching door handles or sink taps etc because of germs, and buttons on roads light poles and on shared keyboards.
I worry people are going to die every time I say good bye to them and often have nightmares about it.
I worry someone will break into the house.
I'm worried people will stalk me.
I worry that people are doing things behind my back. When I talk to someone I assume they are with someone else laughing at me, perhaps they're pretending to be the person I think they are, when they're someone else. It gets to the point I think someone I'm seeing in real life might really be someone else I know in real life, when it doesn't make sense.
Hold on, I'm talking about paranoid things... >.> Ahem...
Unintentional.
I count things a lot when I'm anxious. I wash my hands more and watch everywhere I step in case there is dirt or anything I might step in.
I worry about cross contamination.
No one can wear their shoes around the house, because its bringing the dirt into the house, and then I will get it on my hands at some point. If they wear their socks where someone wore their shoes they will be brining dirt from outside into the house.
I don't like when people wash their hands, then think they're clean even though they didn't clean the things they planned to touch afterwards BEFORE washing their hands. IE dirty hands turn on tap, they wash their hands then put them on dirty tap to turn it off. That makes the hands dirty again.
May not be diagnosable really, but I definitely have OCD traits.
It's mostly about things having to be just right as well. Like I will repeat my point in varying ways so many times people must be sick of hearing me talk, because it doesnt sound right the first time. Even if they understand I NEED to say it right so I will continue paraphrasing it until it is just right. I will rearrange rooms until they look just right, but that just right is never perfect so I tend to rearrange things weekly and have to force myself to leave things.
My money notes need to be in a certain order in my purse; £20 at the back, £10 before, and £5 before that. I also organise each one in their section by the dirtyiest looking notes to the front so that I can get rid of them sooner. This includes older looking notes as they feel and certainly are more dirty than the newer crispy fresh ones. I try to use up the coins in the same way but theyre harder to organise in a purse.
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AQ: 34
AS: 136/200
NT: 55/200
Alexthymia: 126/185
Suspected 'Pure O' OCD. (OCI: 64 or 11.6)
And wonderfully facially blind. XD