Jamesy wrote:
What are the symptoms of severe aspergers? For instance not being able too leave your house without having an anxiety attack when you come across a crowd or a large group of people.
Can you go from severe too mild in the course of your lifetime?
I think that anxiety attacks develop and they are not directly connected to aspergers. You can manage anxiety, in principle.
And anxiety disorder is an own illness.
For me anxiety is for example quite related to being afraid of my future, which keeps spinning around my brain.
Then sensory issues get worse, too.
From that what you describe as "severe" and "mild" you can drop into it and come back,
even from day to day.
I simply don't know what to do with these unfair ratings I get everywhere.
And this really affects my life quite a lot.
If that wouldn't be the case then I'd be much better off...
If it is really so that the more you go into direction of more affected spectrum, the less you care about other people around you,
then I'd be tempted to say that if you have very light affection you'll come off as totally normal,
when you have this kind of tending to ignore the stupid NT's system,
but not enough to be happy with that
then you'll have a damn hard life
and when you'll feel comfort with being alone doing your stuff
it gets better again
I would see severe symptoms as the reduction of "working memory" further and further down.
Effects would be that you'd have more and more sensory issues,
but not necessarily more anxiety.
Alternatively you could think that you'll focus on more and more details the more you are affected
which is about the same result that you'll overload your memory
Anxiety is though really that what affects the quality of your life quite a lot.
I don't see though a direct connection between sensory issues and being afraid of crowds.
Even if you have sensory issues this does not always directly translate into fear/anxiety, does it?
(In theory you can, depending on the level of affection, freak out on sensory issues
but still not trigger directly into an anxiety attack).
To quite many things I'd think you can adapt.
Just to that
that others just see you as a crappy person
there is no real remedy.
You'll have to become more normal,
want it or not
and if you can't you'll have to accept being treated like an ashole.
Even if NTs know that you are an aspie that wouldn't change a f*****g damn thing
they'll still going to think you'll have to adapt
and possibly even ignore you completely after you told them...
More severe autism is probably to be more and more absent in front of other people
and also discarding a good bit of reality around you
and just think everything for your own only.
I don't know if you then can handle your life alone
You'll need to eat, you'll need to arrange things,
you'll need to not be knocked over by cars. And other stuff
gets more and more difficult.
Just as it gets when you feel bad, but more and more permanent
Any comments on that?