I've come to realize I'll probably never "amount to anything" in terms of fame, success, etc. But somehow, that's okay. I'm good at some things. I can think up new ideas, little sparks, and pass them on to people with the kind of mind that can do something with them. I can tell other people what I've learned. I can use my obsessiveness and persistence to complete things that would never be finished otherwise, not because others can't do it but because it's too much busywork for them.
I'll never be what we think of as superior, as I was taught I should want to be. Nor can I consider myself inferior, because that would mean I would have to give in to the idea that people are ranked by ability and end up thinking other people to be inferior to myself, and I absolutely won't do that. Everything in my nature says that that's wrong.
Instead, I am left with equality. I realize that I contribute to the world I live in, and that I can see myself as just as important as everyone else, but no less and no more. I realize that I can have a decent life, even with the struggles that autism brings.
There will always be inequality in the world. I have enough to eat--some people don't. I'm good at math--some people aren't. On the other hand, I have meltdowns that most people don't have to deal with, and unlike most people, I have to fight with the government for basic needs like health care and housing. The world isn't fair. Sometimes I get the short end of the stick; sometimes I get more than my share. Most of the time, it's just plain chance. I was born in a Western nation, with autistic brain wiring, with XX chromosomes and an androgynous personality, with a talent for logic and an inability to memorize the human face any better than I can memorize a random object. When it's just plain chance whether you get ahead or get left behind, you can't really get too mad about it. I mean, who are you supposed to punch? This isn't a fantasy novel, so there's no personification of Chaos to attack. I'd rather be sensible about it and try to make the world a little less unfair.
By the way, I'm totally going to steal your thread title: "Those stupid little labels on shirt collars are a total pain in the Asperger!"