For one week in my whole life, I felt 100% NT. It was weird, I went to a youth camp and was the most popular, social kid there. Not because everyone else was even stranger than me- they were normal kids- but I was different. Then, right after the closing ceremony, I was back to "normal". Someone reached out to hug goodbye and it kind of ticked me off, due to the touching. Yet, I know I would have been perfectly fine with it just 10 minutes before. Lets just say that I would like to feel that way again, but not permanently. See, during this period, I felt somewhat simple minded. I honestly have no idea what happened in me during that week, but I had absolutely no AS traits, and I was well known. People liked me. I relished it, but, it all came at a cost. There were times in which I did or said something that seemed... stupid in retrospect. They were things that other kids did, but just the way we were talking was stupid. It was normal for a normal American teenager, but I don't want to feel that way permanently. Temporarily would be fun, but not forever.
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Do I have HFA? Nope, I've never seen a psychiatrist in my life. I'm just here to talk to you crazies. ; - )