No, I don't dislike sleeping, but I do dislike how much time I spend sleeping. I seem to feel tired all the time and like I want to go to sleep. And then I do. Also if I'm bored, I just go to sleep. I don't have any sleep schedule to speak of. It's strange, I didn't use to sleep so easily/much. Now I can just go to bed and expect to fall asleep within a short time. It's been this way for a few years now but as of late it has been getting worse. Upside? Lots of interesting dreams. But. I rarely have the energy and motivation to type them down and so then I forget them. Just now I woke up and my dream was something about aliens and some creepy...no I can only remember atmospheres now and some places I can't describe well. Some swampy sort of area. Some desert-like area, too. And that for most of the dream it was from my own point of view (and I really mean that I was myself, I often am not) but at some point near the end it switched to being a video game or something. At least the atmosphere stays, even if the details don't.
Verdandi wrote:
I used to hate sleeping, but I've noticed that if I stay awake too long, I become irrational. Usually mild paranoia (as in the clinical term, not the colloquial term), so I make a point of sleeping regularly. However, I have difficulty regulating my sleeping schedule and often end up staying up all night and sleeping for most of the day, which still bothers me.
I've noticed that if I stay awake too long my thoughts just turn into a complete mess I can't control anymore. And I start having some sort of micro-dreams, like very short dreams that are often just nonsensical sentences (like "You are empowered by mind to use spark all enrotted in bed" or “You should be equipped to honour sharks from both countries”) that somehow feel like they make perfect sense for the short time they're there. It's impossible then to not go to sleep since I won't be able to concentrate on anything and it's very unpleasant to be in that state.