I feel a lot of resentment towards my special interests, or really towards myself. I get to the point I'm in now when I feel I Should be doing something towards my interest but don't actually want to and I get very frustrated. I really struggle when I'm still thinking about an interest but not enough to take it any further than that. I feel bad when I spend time doing other things even if I'm enjoying that other thing and I don't lnow what to do about it!
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~Pixie~