felinesaresuperior wrote:
someone i know told me she's a college student, and the aspies in college are the smartest. she also said they talk to themselves and sing in the middle of the lecture.
i found that strange, because i never talk to myself in public and never sang in classes in school. is that realy common? anyone does that, as a grownup, i mean, even as a teen?
i used to flap my fingers in public, but was told not to do it by my parents, so now i close all the windows and make sure no one sees me when i pace back and forth and flap my fingers. i've always been very aware of not doing anything out of the ordinary in public and drawing attention to myself, maybe because my parents have always told me that as a child.
When I get nervous I repeat words outloud, or when I get a awkward thought in my head I will repeat the last word I said to try to distract myself from the thought. I often do this in public and i'm not sure if this is my autism or ocd. It is definitely anxiety related. Don't know if its a stim or compulsion.
I also finger flap when nervous, wring my hands profusely, rub and scratch my head