A predicament

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A few weeks ago my behavioral consultant introduced me to another teen (also autistic) who I think is kind of cool. We spent our first encounter talking about science and playing video games. the second time we met up started alright. We played a board game then went with said consultant to a convenience store to get a slushie but when we got to the slushie machine I did something pretty embarrassing which probably made him think I was a little stupid . We were planning on meeting up again (this time with my outreach worker) however he was supposedly sick that day so we had to cancel and I didn't get any calls about meeting up again since. Now I have no idea what to do! if I call him I might make him feel uncomfortable but I don't want to lose him as a friend due that stupid thing i did at the slushie machine .

You don´t say, what was so embarrassing, - but there is only one way to crack the nut: Call him/write him and ask, if you should meet over a computergame (pretty neutral). If he don´t go along with that, you could ask if it has anything to do with the incident at the slush machine. It takes some courage, but you can´t know how he has interpreted things. Good luck.

Why don't you ask the consultant about him? Maybe it would put less pressure on the other autistic guy if he was somehow put off by whatever embarrassing thing you did.

I know the feeling very well. I have had similar experiences before. I didn't even know if it had anything to do with my stupid behavior/comments etc. Sometimes it was agonizing. Sometimes it turned out it was just my imagination/paranoia.

As an autistic kid I virtually never did the contacting. The one neighbor kid who was nice enough to spend time with me, was always the one who knocked on my door or called me on the phone to go do something together. This might be the case with your new friend, irregardless of whatever happened at the slushie machine. He just might not be inclined to contact you or anyone else.

If you don't contact him and you never see him again due to that lack of contact, then you don't have to worry about losing him as a friend by calling him. A genuine friendship is able to withstand stupid behavior and doing dumb things. And sounds to me like you just goofed up. Don't let a good opportunity get away from you. It's hard to find someone you click with.

"A true friend is someone who knows everything about you... and likes you anyways"

When I am in a situation where the protocol is broken (I was sick and unable to make the last meeting) I am generally completely lost. I don't really know how to start back, or pick up where things were. Maybe he doesn't know how to set up another meeting, or something. You should ask you consultant to get in touch with him. It will take the pressure off both of you.