life during wartime

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I was forced into retreat as an adult.
I started stuttering in my forties.
Why?
Combo platter

Political rancor is increasing hostility
Alarms, beeps, horns, sirens, ringers are triggering an attack response.
Childhood trauma.

When I feel distrust or suspicion directed toward me, I lose language.

I think I am switching to my initial trauma when I was pre-speech.

Modern life...
The US Military published research.
They induced psychosis. Flashing lights continuously. Blasting sound.
They put up speakers and blared heavy metal at Noriega.
Not sleeping, makes people hallucinate.
The damage to the brain is repaired during sleep.
Except light triggers receptors in the eyes through eyelids. We are bombarded by light today. This interferes with a vital process.

Autistic people are more receptive to sensory information.
We will fall first.
But it is harmful to NTs as well.

Please respond to me. I feel like I am invisible and unheard. It is making me nutty.

How can I cope in this world?
I hear the neighbor's radio. It is loud to me. No one else hears anything.

I do not have the right to force people to shush.
I think they should know they are doing themselves harm.

They are not listening.
Help. Please.