1401b wrote:
Oh yes. I very much feel like I'm just a passenger in this biological chassis.
I'm not really sure what's happening until it does.
Or a bit like a captain on a ship, I can give directions but someone-else actually increases the engine speed and/or steers it.
All my motions, dance, martial arts, music - especially physical things feels like its "the crew" running the actual controls.
I'm often amazed at how immensely fast, or precise, or even klutzy I can be.
It's a bit embarrassing.
Wow. That's a surprisingly accurate description of how I feel. Most of my actions I don't really think about. I just think "crew, go do this" and they do. Like the good crewmen they are. I can even command crewmen that I [i]don't[i] have, if that makes any sense. Like, if I had a third arm, I know exactly how to tell it to do what I want.
However, none of it feels like it's actually me controlling it. Which sometimes causes me to trip over myself for no reason.
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AQ: 42
Your Aspie score: 171 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 38 of 200
You are very likely an Aspie