I'm not entirely sure about coffee. I'd need to experiment with it more. But it wouldn't really help with a slew of other problems related to motivation.
Buttoneater wrote:
I used to use desoxyn. It worked swimmingly for about two years, then one day I woke up and realized I was totally addicted to it and it had become the focus of my entire life. Quitting was reasonably easy for me, especially given the huge doses I had tricked my doctor into prescribing me via intellectual manipulation. Most people apparently experience anhedonia for a year or more after cessation of using methamphetamine, but I was just really sleepy for a week and a half. If you think you can handle a drug that makes you feel like a god, well, I guess it couldn't hurt to give it a shot. Unless, you know, it does.
I already suffer anhedonia now and have suffered relatively severe depression for the last third of my life... But I just can't keep living like this.
I've been skeptical of drugs for the first 18 years of my life and the last 2 haven't convinced me that they can offer what I need.. but quite honestly I'd probably need a miracle.
Will I get addicted? Probably; I'm relatively prone to addiction and after all, it still is meth. But these risks seem minor considering the stakes at hand.