Bitoku wrote:
If you're wondering what full autism looks like, I can give a personal experience of mine.
I was in a teacher education program for a year in University (before deciding to drop out of it and switch into something else), and was basically a teacher's assistant for part of it. In the grade 2/3 split class I was assigned to, there was an autistic grade 3 girl. She looked fairly normal in terms of physical appearance, but acted more along the lines of a mentally handicapped person a lot of the time. She usually wouldn't really talk in a normal way, instead sort of making noises and pointing at things usually. She would never look anyone in the eye at all, and was always preoccupied doing her own thing. She had to have a full-time adult attendant with her, because although she wasn't particularly dangerous, she could start to sort of have a fit like a toddler if things got too stimulating for her, and would have to be taken out of the room to calm down. Most of the time she wasn't disruptive, but was clearly locked into her own mind, being completely unable to communicate with other kids normally.
The amazing thing is that even though it never seemed like she was paying attention to anyone else, including the teacher, she was actually picking things up in her mind. I remember one day they were having a verbal spelling test, and I sat with her to prompt her to write the answers. She wouldn't write them on her own when the teacher said them to the class in general, but if I softly told her the word and asked her to write it, she would, and she got most of them correct. She also had an incredible ability to draw. She would usually occupy herself by drawing a lot of the time in class, and I saw some of her drawings of horses (one of her favorite things to draw), that looked like realistic-style portrait drawings done by a trained artist.
Beautfull
She' Beautifull
You're Beautifull
and wer'e beautiful!
(I hope(gulp))
Beautiful post!
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