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turtleoverhare
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31 Jul 2013, 3:34 pm

let alone your dad walking out after knowing him for 12 years, your mum putting you in foster care and continuing to live with the man that bashed you time after time, your so called friends constantly treating you like you don't matter and using you, I don't care anymore I have tears running down my face and that's something that I never do and definitely wouldn't tell anyone, goes to show that I don't want to be a part of this world anymore I don't care what anyone thinks of me I have had enough of life period.



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31 Jul 2013, 3:35 pm

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let alone your dad walking out after knowing him for 12 years, your mum putting you in foster care and continuing to live with the man that bashed you time after time, your so called friends constantly treating you like you don't matter and using you, I don't care anymore I have tears running down my face and that's something that I never do and definitely wouldn't tell anyone, goes to show that I don't want to be a part of this world anymore I don't care what anyone thinks of me I have had enough of life period.

Hey Friend, We are right here for you. Please stay here with us. I'm sending you a big hug. You deserve one.



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31 Jul 2013, 3:41 pm

Wow, sounds like you're going through a really rough time. I feel sad for you.

On the good side, maybe you'll end up with some really nice foster parents, who will treat you way better than your real parents have. (I've met some really great foster parents, caring for some of the kids in the volunteer programs I've worked with.) Don't give up just yet - there are people out there who truly care and are willing to help you, if you can find them.



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31 Jul 2013, 3:43 pm

I understand how you feel, it's no way to live. Fortunately, we are here for you. :) We understand so much and this site has helped me tremendously. Stick around, this too shall pass. :)

It never gets easier to be mistreated, but you have to keep in mind that you are important and you do matter.



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31 Jul 2013, 4:03 pm

Sounds like you are having an awful time, but stick with it, life can get only get better. I too had a bad childhood with a violent and abusive father, though I never got put into care. But once I was old enough to take control of my own life I found that things did actually improve a lot.

Like others have said, we are all here for you kid, so hang in there :)


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31 Jul 2013, 4:15 pm

is that your pet in the picture ?



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31 Jul 2013, 4:18 pm

OP,
are seeing a pyschologist or councilor? getting some anti Ds might help deal with the situation at hand right now as well as talking therapy,it doesnt mean are weak it just means are in need of some support, every human needs help in different areas.
its good to get everything inside the mind>out,otherwise it will just build up and implode or explode.

if those people are treating like are meaningless and are being used by them then they arent friends so although have been shocked by discovering this, they were never friends in the first place obviously so have not lost anything by getting rid of those individuals apart from the emotional investment had put into it ,they however have lost someone who am guessing was genuine and gave them a good friendship,they have lost whatever hold they had,tough sht they will have to learn to treat people right or not be around them at all- otherwise there will come a time when they do the same piss taking to someone else and they will turn around and punch them one.
not every one is like those people, most people probably are not like them actualy its just the bad ones destroy the trust of us so easy,dont let it put off from looking for friends;have got a future ahead which coud be filled with trustworthy dependable people.


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31 Jul 2013, 4:23 pm

Life can be pretty s**t but sometimes you might get some nice things happen to you too. Just don't expect too much and you wont be too disappointed.


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31 Jul 2013, 4:23 pm

turtleoverhare wrote:
let alone your dad walking out after knowing him for 12 years, your mum putting you in foster care and continuing to live with the man that bashed you time after time, your so called friends constantly treating you like you don't matter and using you, I don't care anymore I have tears running down my face and that's something that I never do and definitely wouldn't tell anyone, goes to show that I don't want to be a part of this world anymore I don't care what anyone thinks of me I have had enough of life period.


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31 Jul 2013, 4:28 pm

thanks Im good now, I don't need medication ,thanks



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31 Jul 2013, 5:02 pm

That seems to be how it goes for the unlucky.

"Normal" people can bounce back from such; what, working? Sure. Finding a new family? No worries. Looking after yourself without help? Simple. The disabled are lucky to do one of those things.

Blessed are the disabled.



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31 Jul 2013, 5:36 pm

turtleoverhare wrote:
is that your pet in the picture ?

yeah he's my pet house rabbit :)

He's great cause he keeps me company without expecting anything in return, and makes no noise.


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31 Jul 2013, 5:40 pm

he is awesome ! im going to get 2 birds because I had to give my cat raven away. im thinking love birds or budgees



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31 Jul 2013, 5:51 pm

I like birds, but I'd always be worried about hem escaping :(


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31 Jul 2013, 5:56 pm

nice painting by the way Picasso !



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31 Jul 2013, 6:00 pm

Sending gentle hugs and good vibes your way.

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