OP,
are seeing a pyschologist or councilor? getting some anti Ds might help deal with the situation at hand right now as well as talking therapy,it doesnt mean are weak it just means are in need of some support, every human needs help in different areas.
its good to get everything inside the mind>out,otherwise it will just build up and implode or explode.
if those people are treating like are meaningless and are being used by them then they arent friends so although have been shocked by discovering this, they were never friends in the first place obviously so have not lost anything by getting rid of those individuals apart from the emotional investment had put into it ,they however have lost someone who am guessing was genuine and gave them a good friendship,they have lost whatever hold they had,tough sht they will have to learn to treat people right or not be around them at all- otherwise there will come a time when they do the same piss taking to someone else and they will turn around and punch them one.
not every one is like those people, most people probably are not like them actualy its just the bad ones destroy the trust of us so easy,dont let it put off from looking for friends;have got a future ahead which coud be filled with trustworthy dependable people.
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