greenheron wrote:
Mirror21 writes, "... and when overwhelmed we drift . . . zone out, as my wife calls it. "
I know that this is so, from personal experience. I drift into daydreams, fantasies. Do you think it is possible for one of us to drift so strongly, or so often, that he remains in that state to which he has drifted? Could one penetrate fantasy worlds so deeply that the person remains there, drowns in psychosis? Or could one find existence in the drift-state preferable to the normative state, the state of consensual reality, and choose to remain, or to substitute that psychic life, where anything can be made to occur (al least, at first), for the mundane psychic life, strictly bound by time, space, and causality?
Generally that's referred to as having a psychotic break with reality and tends to be frowned upon as a method of coping.
When I was younger there were times I wished I could pull that off, but there's a part of my personality I refer to as 'the Executive', that for the most part refuses to ever let me lose control, no matter how many substances are in me, and no matter the circumstances.
It's sort of a killjoy, but it's kept me out of trouble more often than not, so I generally don't argue with it.