I'm bipolar. Not on meds, but I should've been.
Most of my family have some sort of emotional problems, though I can't think of anyone who has an official diagnosis. I only know my father has epilepsy. He has problems with alcoholism as well and had an acute paranoid reaction to drink once which landed him in psychiatric hospital, so that my mother had to come and take him from there. My uncle (mother's brother) is an alcoholic. My grandmother (mother's mother) has a distinct histrionic personality and probably major hysteria. She's often manipulative and untrustworthy, imagines things that aren't there and comes to believe them herself, and I can recall her throwing hysterical fits where she'd roll about on the floor screaming.
My mother is extremely sensitive, has a somewhat histrionic personality and is prone to depression. When I was younger she used to shout a lot; it could get really disruptive, she'd start blaming me for things or twisting facts around to suit her perception. It's all in the past now, we've stopped fighting and she says she was very wrong to have behaved like that, and now that she doesn't it makes her feel better, too.
Bipolar disorder and borderline personality disorder could be somewhere in here, too, but I wouldn't know (nor does it really make any difference).
My grandfather (mother's father) was a very kind, sensitive man, but he was exceedingly shy and apparently studied hard and willingly, avoided participating in noisy group events, and preferred to keep to himself. He had an overwhelming interest in yoga and oriental teachings that bordered on an obsession. He had many books on yoga; back then in the Soviet Union they were forbidden, so he had to find them through underground means (some of those that were circulating in Lithuania at the time were printed out by hand on a typewriter and then photocopied). He did yoga postures, including standing on his head, for a few hours every day during most of his later life, been when he was in his eighties. He was also obsessed with healthy diets, like eating only raw food or never combining carbohydrates with proteins. Every time we started to talk about food, like when I asked him if he could give me something to eat, he'd tell me how harmful it is to have bread with meat, or to eat foods like ravioli, and would explain why. It was impossible to convince him that it wasn't necessarily true and that there were many theories regarding this. Some people who knew him say he was "odd", though not in a bad way.
(I sometimes wonder if he was an aspie or could've had a schizoid/schizotypal personality - not that it matters a lot
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My grandmother (father's mother) is also considered eccentric, has a very distinct and extravagant way of dressing, and is fascinated with philosophy, spirituality, esoteric teachings and other abstract issues. (Also schizoid/schizotypal, maybe?)
Also, my great-grandma (on my mother's side) is said to have had some mental illness during the whole second part of her life; I was told she "went insane", couldn't recognize anyone and was quiet, but out of it. (Schizophrenia perhaps?)
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