Confusing/bizzare childhood experiences/Anyone else?

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Hi all. I've been lurking for a few months, but have really wanted to post a thread asking for some similar early experiences.

I guess first I'll note I'm not diagnosed, although my mother and at least two doctors did say I showed several early signs of autistic behavior, and one neurologist specifically suggested AS when I was 7. Shortly after, I had a brain injury which damaged my frontal lobe, and either gave me, or brought out latent epilepsy.

The first bit is not reporting/noticing injury. Around five, I broke a collarbone, and it took almost 4 weeks to get it looked at. I don't remember feeling any real pain, but apparently I was in an awful mood the entire time, slept constantly, and stopped talking. One day my mom picked me up, and I vomited and noticed my shoulder hurt. IIRC, X-ray that night, break partially healed and had to be re-broken and set. Around age 9, another shoulder pain and another X-ray, recently broken collarbone, as well as another partially healed collarbone on the other side, a follow-up x-ray showed a broken wrist as well. By age 16 broken bone was up to around 15, none of which were found in under a week, although I noticed and ignored around 5 of them.

I had to be reminded to eat frequently, although I'm sure I was having hunger pangs, I somehow didn't connect that feeling to needing to eat. The same thing has happened with being too cold or too hot, sleeping, hygiene, and has continued to a lesser extent onto now (age 24), the instinct leads to dealing with, and not solving pain. I wonder if this is something anyone else experienced from a young age?

The second experience was around 4. I was hanging out underneath my bed, a new place, and my parents noticed they couldn't find me. I do not recall the exact course of events, but I spent at least an hour trying to figure out if they were worried or were just mentioning my name, or maybe not talking about me at all. At least another hour listening to them run around the house and call people looking for me, followed by around another hour coming up with the excuse of pretending to wake up and wonder what was going on (I don't know how I would have explained it without a lie, even now).

It's odd because it is one of my earliest vividish memories, and it was completely foreign. I feel like I probably would have said here I am, don't worry, sorry I was hiding, but for some reason I just sat back and watched. I like to think I was bewildered by suddenly seeing what happens when I'm 'not around', seeing how they would react to the situation, how long it took to find me without my help, but I only vaguely recall the emotion. I do remember lying completely still the entire time, staring at the same square inch of cheap bed underlining, trying to pick out all the muffled voices and figure out where they looked, who they called, in what order, and why all of this information was suddenly important to me.

If you guys have any memories of things like that, I'd love to hear. I think about the reasons and motives behind these almost every day, but can never quite piece it together into a full picture.
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tl;dr
As a kid, did you have strange experiences that were unlike what you would usually/normally do?
Did you ever fail to report or notice injuries?
Do you have any early memories that stick out as being especially odd, alien, absurd or confusing?